About the Book:Title: Who She Was
Author: Stormy Smith
Publication date: May 4, 2017
Genres: Contemporary, New Adult
Synopsis:
Trevor Adler loathes the music he used to love, but it’s the key to his full-ride scholarship and the ticket away from his dysfunctional parents. To kick off their freshman year, Trevor’s roommate drags him to a frat party, where he ends up face-to-face with his childhood best friend and finds himself entrenched in memories he’d rather forget.
Unable to let Charlie go again without understanding the truth of why she disappeared from his life and chose to become the type of person they always hated, Trevor is relentless in his pursuit of the girl he once knew.
Charlotte (Charlie) Logan is broken. Under her perfectly-crafted exterior are the shards of a shattered heart. A handful of angry words changed her life completely and Charlie’s never been able to forgive herself for the truth she’s hidden from everyone.
While Trevor pushes Charlie to remember the music that lit her soul and the laughter they shared, they find themselves reverting to a banter-filled rhythm that feels all too familiar, yet different now. When Trevor’s own secrets come to light, it becomes clear he and Charlie both must face their tragic pasts if they have any hope at a future together.
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EXCERPT:
Chapter One
Charlie
August
“Are you guys ready for this?”
The overly-excited frat boy in charge yelled into the microphone and the backyard of the Sigma Alpha house hit deafening levels. Inside their dingy kitchen, I shared a wary look with a few of the Kappa pledges.
“As much fun as we’re already having tonight, it’s about to get real! The fifth annual dating auction is about to start. That means the only thing standing between you and a hot little sorority pledge is your parents’ money!”
A petite redhead who barely looked fifteen, let alone eighteen, drew back the curtain of the kitchen window to peek out as he continued and then giggled.
“I can’t believe rush week is finally here and tonight is the auction!” She actually clapped her hands together and I forced my eyes not to disappear into the back of my head. “I hope Austin bids on me,” she gushed. “He’s so hot.”
“And you will be yet another notch on his freshman bedpost,” I muttered before I could stop myself. The girl behind me in line stifled a chuckle, and I smiled knowing there was someone else who understood how absurd this was.
“Your mom was a Kappa, too?” She asked.
I nodded. The line of sorority pledges filed forward through the kitchen to the back door as the emcee announced the next piece of meat up for bid. I kept my eyes forward and not on the half-filled keg cups and ripped open chip bags.
“Can you believe we have to go through with this just to pledge?” The girl twisted a piece of her hair and I didn’t miss the fear that flashed in her eyes. “The worst part was when I told my mom, she was actually excited.”
We took another step forward as I shook my head in disbelief. I hadn’t bothered to even tell my mother since it wouldn’t have mattered. Getting in was all she was worried about and Katie was the only one who ever mattered to her.
Then, I was next. I swallowed down my own anxiety and pressed my sweating palms down my skirt. It was tight and high-waisted, and my heels were higher than I was comfortable with.
Katie would have loved me in it.
I missed my Chucks.
My name came over the crackling sound system and I felt warm fingers encircle my own.
“You’ll do great, Charlotte,” she encouraged. I hadn’t even bothered to ask her name and she’d been astute enough to pluck mine from the bio being read to the crowd. I gave her a tight-lipped smile and returned the gesture even though I wanted to yank my hand from hers and wipe it off again.
I pushed through the torn screen door and pulled the humid August air into my lungs as I straightened my posture and put one foot in front of the other. My smile was so automatic it didn’t matter that I didn’t feel it anywhere but the shift in my cheeks—not too much teeth to seem fake, just enough for no one to ever think anything was wrong.
The emcee’s voice was lost in the cat calls. I heard bids of anywhere from five dollars to twenty as they commented on my rack or how my long hair would come in handy. My fingers tapped out a familiar rhythm onto my hip, one that I refused to acknowledge, but it was the only way I could keep circling the rickety stage.
I had to get into this sorority. It was what she wanted. It wasn’t optional.
“Two hundred and fifty dollars.” His voice silenced the crowd.
My smile didn’t waver as I let out a longer exhale and thanked whoever he was while also praying he wasn’t a psycho.
A sweaty, drunk guy helped me off the stage, and I was thankful when my heels sunk slightly into the ground because it was over and all the attention shifted to the next piece of cattle. I followed the turning heads in the direction of my bidder, who was still lost in the crowd.
The crowd shifted as their attention focused back on the next pledge up for bid. The light from the porch found him and he stood facing me, clearly waiting. For a split second, time stopped.
He smirked, catching my pause. The baby-face Trevor had the last time I saw him was gone. Instead, angular features and questioning eyes stared back at me.
I wanted to spin on my heel and run the other direction. Trevor was the slip knot of my life. The carefully intertwined ropes I’d wrapped around the person I used to be — the one he alone had understood and yet still abandoned — could be unraveled with one tug. He could destroy me and everything I’d done to atone for my mistake.
No one knew what I’d done. How it was all my fault. I’d never told anyone so he couldn’t know. It was a secret I desperately wanted to share so I no longer had to bear it alone, but knew I couldn’t.
“Fancy meeting you here, Charlie,” Trevor said as he pushed his thick-rimmed glass up his nose, failing to convince me he was any more comfortable with our impromptu reunion than I was.
I didn’t need him anymore. He was the who’d disappeared and left me all alone. It didn’t matter that he was the one who knew the rhythm I tapped out to get through the worst of times. Or that in an instant I remembered what real laughter felt like and the feel of ivory under my fingertips. It couldn’t matter. Not anymore.
I charged forward, auto-smiled and played the part I’d cast for myself.
“Charlotte,” I stated. “My name is Charlotte.”
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Author Bio:Stormy Smith calls Iowa’s capital home now, but was raised in a tiny town in the Southeast corner of the state. She grew to love books honestly, having a mom that read voraciously and instilled that same love in her.
When she isn’t working on, or thinking about, her books, Stormy’s favorite places include bar patios, live music shows, her yoga mat or anywhere she can relax with her husband, twin sons or girlfriends.
Review:
This is the first novel that I have read by Stormy Smith, and I was extremely impressed! I didn't know what to expect going into the novel, and was really surprised by how much I truly enjoyed Trevor and Charlie's story! I finished this book in one sitting because I had to know how everything would work out in the end. Right from the very beginning I connected to the characters, and I never wanted to stop reading. It's safe to say that I will definitely be checking out more from this author in the future.
Honestly, I thought this book was perfect from start to finish. Ms. Smith wrote this story excellently. The dual perspectives really made the reader connect to the characters on a different level. When they felt heartbreak, my heart was breaking...when there were some seriously swoonworthy moments, I was definitely swooning hard! Charlie and Trevor are very well written characters and their development over the course of the book is extraordinary. This book was very realistic and the relationship and bond that formed between Charlie and Trevor just felt natural. At it's heart, this book is all about moving on from your past and being the person you are meant to be (even if it's not in the way you might originally expect). The message is reinforced often while reading, and I appreciated Ms. Smith allowing readers to take the journey with these amazing characters.
If you couldn't tell, my favorite part of this book was all the amazing characters! Charlie, while a little aggravating at times (which is how she is supposed to be), was a very complex character that you can't help but love. At first, I was worried that I wouldn't like her because of how she was toward Trevor, but when you realize that it's all for show, and that she's constantly wearing a mask for the world to see...well, your opinion changes. I connected with her character a lot and I think a lot of readers will. I mean who among us hasn't felt the need to put on this "perfect" mask to make sure that we appear like everything is alright when really we're falling apart inside? I thought her growth over the course of the novel was magnificent and you could see the influence that her new friends had in her life. When Charlie finally allows herself to be herself, this amazingly radiant characters shines off the page, and I was so proud of the person she was by the conclusion of the story. Trevor...my boy Trevor is absolutely my new book boyfriend! Seriously, the amount of times he made me swoon was incredible. I love him so much and every girl deserves someone like Trevor in her life. He is so so sweet and supportive of Charlie, and he is always there for her when she needs him most (even if she didn't realize it at the time). But he too has struggles and definitely isn't perfect...which made me love him even more. Sam and Darcy were the perfect balance to Trevor and Charlie. I loved their energy and rounded out a perfect group of friends.
The chemistry between Trevor and Charlie is off the charts, and the best part?? It's not insta-love!!! Can I get a HALLELUJAH!! This is 100% a slow-burn romance, and it is oh so good. I really appreciated that Ms. Smith took the time for them to become friends again before even thinking about moving on to something more serious. Again, this made their relationship--and it's progression-- much more natural and realistic. They were perfect for each other in every way. They could be absolutely crazy and goofy with each other and had the perfect banter. But even better...they were always clear about their feelings.
This is a definite must read of 2017, and it's one you won't want to miss out on! While this is NA due to the characters' ages, this is not your normal NA novel. There is so much more to this story than you originally think, and I am so grateful that I had the opportunity to read it.
Special thank you to Stormy Smith for giving me an ARC of this novel in exchange for an honest review!
Happy reading :)
Honestly, I thought this book was perfect from start to finish. Ms. Smith wrote this story excellently. The dual perspectives really made the reader connect to the characters on a different level. When they felt heartbreak, my heart was breaking...when there were some seriously swoonworthy moments, I was definitely swooning hard! Charlie and Trevor are very well written characters and their development over the course of the book is extraordinary. This book was very realistic and the relationship and bond that formed between Charlie and Trevor just felt natural. At it's heart, this book is all about moving on from your past and being the person you are meant to be (even if it's not in the way you might originally expect). The message is reinforced often while reading, and I appreciated Ms. Smith allowing readers to take the journey with these amazing characters.
If you couldn't tell, my favorite part of this book was all the amazing characters! Charlie, while a little aggravating at times (which is how she is supposed to be), was a very complex character that you can't help but love. At first, I was worried that I wouldn't like her because of how she was toward Trevor, but when you realize that it's all for show, and that she's constantly wearing a mask for the world to see...well, your opinion changes. I connected with her character a lot and I think a lot of readers will. I mean who among us hasn't felt the need to put on this "perfect" mask to make sure that we appear like everything is alright when really we're falling apart inside? I thought her growth over the course of the novel was magnificent and you could see the influence that her new friends had in her life. When Charlie finally allows herself to be herself, this amazingly radiant characters shines off the page, and I was so proud of the person she was by the conclusion of the story. Trevor...my boy Trevor is absolutely my new book boyfriend! Seriously, the amount of times he made me swoon was incredible. I love him so much and every girl deserves someone like Trevor in her life. He is so so sweet and supportive of Charlie, and he is always there for her when she needs him most (even if she didn't realize it at the time). But he too has struggles and definitely isn't perfect...which made me love him even more. Sam and Darcy were the perfect balance to Trevor and Charlie. I loved their energy and rounded out a perfect group of friends.
The chemistry between Trevor and Charlie is off the charts, and the best part?? It's not insta-love!!! Can I get a HALLELUJAH!! This is 100% a slow-burn romance, and it is oh so good. I really appreciated that Ms. Smith took the time for them to become friends again before even thinking about moving on to something more serious. Again, this made their relationship--and it's progression-- much more natural and realistic. They were perfect for each other in every way. They could be absolutely crazy and goofy with each other and had the perfect banter. But even better...they were always clear about their feelings.
This is a definite must read of 2017, and it's one you won't want to miss out on! While this is NA due to the characters' ages, this is not your normal NA novel. There is so much more to this story than you originally think, and I am so grateful that I had the opportunity to read it.
Special thank you to Stormy Smith for giving me an ARC of this novel in exchange for an honest review!
Happy reading :)
~Cassie
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